Silver Jubilant on my Birthday
It’s just an anecdote to mark my Birthday. I didn’t realize that I was 25 on 25th September, silver jubilant this year. I should have thrown a huge party for that but I never realized that. It happens with me in my every birthday.
Silver jubilee and I didn’t realize to celebrate with a huge blast. However I enjoyed with my two lovely friends with a red wine. Indeed it was a wonderful one with lots of hilarious talk and at times nasty also.
I am 25 but I still crave to be with my Dad.
Snooze even if clock strikes till 12 noon
Again experience those Nocturnal wanderings.
But I am 25 and no more like yesterday
Mom’s lap would be replaced by pillow
Her lullaby replaced by collections in my cell phone.
Now I am 25, my lap is for my little niece
My dweeb Shoulder is for my siblings.
I am a crying shoulder for them, now.
25 now, but still rags my brain for answers
Is that hard to hear or not at all existing?
Or am I just wandering.
I think too much on repercussions
It’s been 25 years but still not sure about it.
Till date there is always an opposite of what I did?
To whom I truly love them
They are the sheer back-stabber
Now I am silver jubilant so I will say
They didn’t need to cut me off
I didn’t even need their love
Now they are just somebody that I used to know.
I am 25 and I am not living that way
I learned to be tactful
Now I am more mature and responsible woman.
Now don’t lure me as true feelings exist only in dreams.
I am 25 and knew the reality
It is no more a fairy tale.
To those who loves me for now
I plea to remain the same forever and
Be happily Ever After.